I haven’t had this feeling in a long time.. I feel bad. Bad about everything. My work at the office never ends and I screwed up here and there. I am not spending enough time with my kids. Or husband. My blog is losing keywords. I haven’t read a book in ages.I haven’t watch TV is ages. No wait, I do watch all the TV interviews featuring…. my boss. That. Is. All. I. Watch.
My house is a mess. My abdominal muscles koyak. I am turning boroi. People are asking me to do freelance stuff but I have no time.
Yesterday I came back from work and wanting to cook dinner. I reached for my rice pot, went over to the rice container and pulled the dispenser. Half a cup of rice came out. I pulled again. Air came out. Oxygen plus carbon dioxide, nitrogen and some other chemical content.
My beras habis. I didn’t realized. I wanted to go hit my dongga head on the wall but I might not have time to clean ofter the bloody mess later. I am in such a bad state.
I am on leave from today (Tuesday) till Friday. Mainly because I need to put myself together and secondly because I have 17 days annual leave left available excluding non-recorded leaves.
Sigh.
OK let me get composed and I will be back.
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Me need it too. Me too. 🙁
bestnya cuti!! ok dear…go relax and get your household together. 🙂
eh wait…you bought Hunger Games?? I wanted to buy…but then again..x sure bila nak baca. huhuhu…and I think bila tgk movie…baca buku…mcm x brp best. lagi best tgk movie.
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Aww hugs. We all have this moment once in a while. I know I do.